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hunter’s moon, through the leaves
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Hey Fiver and Not Writing, or Writing Update « Bonnie Sparks Writes
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That would have been my first write-in, had I attended. I’m prone to panic attacks, have social phobia, high anxiety, and haven’t been coping with social isolation lately, so had two panic attacks in the morning. Needless to say, I didn’t get in the building! I did make it, at least to out front. After being exhausted and losing the ability to make decisions (it happens when I’m hit with anxiety and have a panic attack)
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Me too. Except I didn’t even make out my front door. The library hosting write-in I wanted to attend isn’t that far away, but it’s also at night and I’m not doing well being out by myself at night these days. Just thinking about trying a nighttime walk makes me tremble. Plus I should have roughly upwards of 6,000+ words by now — I’ve got zero. Ugh. I can’t seem to focus on weaving my plot threads together into a coherent story, let alone start writing it out. The more I try to get into the storytelling frame of mind, the more distracted I get.
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Tags: Anxiety, anxious, author, Bonnie, Bonnie Sparks Writes, exhausted, fear, feeling, health, high anxiety, Home, library, Literature, mental health, NaNo, NaNoWriMo, night, novel, overload, panic, panic attack, personal, phobia, self, shame, social, social isolation, Sparks, woman, words
Heavy Metal: the Black and Silver
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into the whirlpool, where matter vanishes
degenerate star
arm of orion
an iron sun
the forbidden circle
it’s a mountain, it’s a black horizonheavy metal, black and silver
falling matter of the sun
pulls itself into the past
where there was never, never oneby starlight, the heaviest will rise up
magnetic mirror, scattered body slow
a chaos of metal, river of fire
unlighted crossing the countless blue and glowsheavy metal, black and silver
falling matter of the sun
pulls itself into the past
where there was never, never onefalling matter, from the cross
freedom that was never lost
beyond the end, we’ll be coming
beyond time, space and controldirection – sun light
creation – done right
foundation – before the einstein splits the night
spans a river – star light
become tired – stars bright
world – light up darkness
without end – light up nightheavy metal, black and silver
falling matter of the sun
pulls itself into the past
where there was never, never, never, never one
–‘heavy metal: the black and silver‘, blue oyster cult
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Weekly Photo Challenge: Near and Far
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It’s been about three months since my last Challenge entry. I haven’t been feeling that well physically, but I couldn’t resist last night’s display.
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Tags: blogging, challenge entry, creative, Happiness, hobby, life, mars, moon, nature, night, photo challenge, photography, pretty, sky, stars, technology, trees, weekly, weekly photo challenge
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